Hi, I was trying to see your side of things so hard when reading your post. And frankly, I understand where you come from. But I also know that it's near impossible to just 'jump instantly' into such a relationship. In fact Gary has many similar rules for me. No is not an option for me at the best of times, yet it does simply pop out of my mouth sometimes.
He has no need to tie me up and use his belt. He will come over me and quietly talk to me and 'adjust' the way I am thinking. And as far as sex goes, he is the who decides when and where. Yet he also tells me I am not a machine. Some days just don't work out as well as others. And yes, I do wait now for him to open the doors, and on the occasion my hand just slips out and opens that door, he notes it out loud, but again, it's not a punishment. And somehow I still find myself submitting to him completely. And I do deeply submit to him.
This is our life. Not a game, not a relationship that may end one day. This is forever. And it is serious. Yes as with all serious things, we find the humor. And he has laughing till I pee sometimes with the outrageous things I do considering I am submissive to him. And while we are starting the 7th year of our marriage, things are very smooth indeed. But I have the feeling that while I am equal to him in many ways, his word is final.
I suppose the difference between us and others, is everything, every tiny thing is done with love, with my benefit in mind. If I can't cope with it, it doesn't happen. Our commitment to each rivals that if we need to stop our D/s relationship and become something else, we are equally committed. Our love does never stop. The foundation is not dominance nor submission. The foundation is love.